ik i've been writing on here, *a lot* today, i think this will be it just one
more thing to say, that's that it's nice that people i'm friends with are, like,
ok with, me. like, my flaws and shit, they don't mind it i guess. kinda having a
hard time articulating my thoughts here but it's really nice and i appreciate it
and it makes me feel like a bit less of a failure, ik i worded that really
negatively but i mean it in a positive way lol, as much as i hate parts of
myself i feel more okay with being who i am, even the parts about me which are
flawed and i dont like. idk how dumb this all sounds or maybe it sounds not dumb