yeah im probably gonna drop out. i feel weirdly ok about this, like in the past
when i thought about this it was just stressful. like even when i thought i
wanted to just the idea was stressful cuz the whole, like, needing to know what
to do with my life. but i'm kinda seeing it a different way now i think. moreso
like, yeah i can do whatever i want with my life. that's pretty awesome. i'm not
locked to one path i hate, i can actually do stuff. ig it's still intimidating
but i think it's probably the right choice for me right now. and ig i can always
change my mind or something

it's also just, a weight off my shoulders. i don't have to stress out at the end
of the year cuz it doesn't matter lol. i mean i basically already failed 2 of
the courses, and like i guess i'll try to not fail the other one, just in case i
ever change my mind in the future then i have the credit, plus again this is a
pretty easy course for me and more fun than other courses so yeah. i did miss a
quiz but i still think i should be able to pass, cuz i got a 100 on the last
quiz so idk maybe that makes up for it or something. point is i don't feel like
i want to die right now. and maybe that's temporary, actually yeah it's always
temporary, but you know what i'm enjoying it while i can.

yeah, uh, that's all lol, fuck wpi