but *can* i start over? i feel like a lot of my online identity is based around
"sebastian"/"seb", and that's mainly cuz when i started i was not very creative
with like, a cool screen-name or anything, so i just went by seb, and also
"sebsite" is a good pun, hell my libera.chat nick is "sebonirc", that's bland as
fuck in every way and i really dislike it actually, but again, i'm very much not
very creative with this stuff, i don't really have a good ""persona"" for myself
and i think it might be nice to try out a new one if i wasn't currently already
so tied to just being a generic, me. i'm just Sebastian, that's boring as shit,
and also i just dont like and want to be more disconnected from my IRL identity
kinda.

i guess i *could*. i don't have to go all in. i can keep the domain name and my
email address and all that, and just change misc stuff that doesn't impact much
to start out, but will i? it feels like a lot of work, and i don't even know
what i would call myself. or be. so idk.

it must be cool as fuck not having any mental issues. like people really do be
just living normal-ass boring lives and not thinking twice about it, and still
feeling content with life, huh. where's the waiting list for that and how do i
sign up