today was funny. i think i got a lot done, i did homework and stuff (!) and also finished writing a blog post and stuff, and yeah it felt very productive. but i also felt kinda shitty all day. for no particular reason, just one of those days. but normally when that happens i dont do much, so thats interesting. probably meds helping, so that's cool. i don't have much else to say i guess, i feel sad but have nothing to place the blame of sadness on so nothing to write about. its alright though i think