i think my new medication is actually working lol. or at least, i can focus on a single task for prolonged periods of time now, which is, fucking awesome. i just have to make sure i'm focusing on the *correct* tasks. like, if i'm super invested in one thing, but i should be doing something else, this might actually make things worse cuz i have even more razer-sharp focus on the thing i shouldn't be doing. so it's definitely not a magic "solve all your problems" pill, but tbh i think it's definitely a step in the right direction. ig i'll see how much i feel this way once d-term starts this monday.