a few things of note for yesterday:
- my mood started to improve as the day (night) went on, for no reason
- i accidentally (but also not accidentally, like i was kinda aware what i was
  doing but i didn't plan on it) stayed up until like 4 coding. doing stuff for
  madeline specifically. that was fun i guess. also was able to fall asleep this
  time. still took like an hour but i managed to do so and yeah
- created the generic tetromino game website, and also redid the design of my
  website as well cuz i really didn't like it. now it is... boring, but like,
  not in a bad way. i removed the blogs and stuff cuz they're all very old and i
  don't like them and i probably won't be blogging again anytime soon, and yeah
  now it's super barebones but that's fine tbh. i also made an IRC room for
  generic tetromino game, which like, eh now that i think about it that was
  kinda dumb. basically i thought ok i want this to be like, a """Serious"""
  project or whatever, and i have a "Community" page on the website, so eh might
  as well make an irc room ig. and ok one person joined (someone on fedi who
  always seemed to enjoy the generic tetromino game stuff) and i will admit i
  had a huge smile on my face when i saw that someone else found it and cared
  enough to join, *but* i feel like there just, won't be any talking going on in
  that room. like for a project that not many people are interested in and those
  who are can just reach me on fedi or by other means, it's kinda weird i made
  an irc channel for it, and again it's just me and one other person and we
  probably won't be talking in it at all so yeah idk. if they weren't already in
  the room i'd probably just remove it from the website for now but i think it's
  too late for that maybe
- im hitting a point with generic tetromino game where the only things i need to
  do are big things that aren't as compelling. if im being honest with myself
  the whole reason i made the website was so i could do something that wasn't
  the stuff with the code while still feeling like i was getting stuff done. and
  ig that's not a bad thing, i mean, hey now there's a website and that's cool,
  but still. i feel like i'm coming across on here like i'm complaining or upset
  about this and i'm really not, it's just an observation