ok so ever since that shitty last entry i've felt better. i did some stuff on generic tetromino game which was nice and made me feel better. *however*. there's a group project thing in one of my classes and we were gonna meet up yesterday. and i was on board and like yeah we were gonna get together to do the thing. and then i just, completely forgot. like time escaped me and i just didnt show up. and i felt really fucking guilty and i was gonna send a text to apologize but then i didnt and now i feel like its too late and i was just drowning in guilt for forgetting to do my part and then not correcting it and all that, so yeah. so that made me feel shitty but other than that things have been alright. again did generic tetromino game stuff which was good. though tbh the replay feature was kinda rushed, i just threw it together to get it working even though i probably could've taken more time with it and had something more readable and less shit, but meh it doesn't matter too much. idk im simultaneously hyper and tired rn