cant fucking sleep. cannot fucking sleep. tried to fall asleep like, holy shit 4 hours ago. its not happening, and at this point it's too late to take melatonin or anything cuz i actually have like, stuff to do today. fuckk. i kinda want to write more, like i have a lot to say, but i also dont want to write more rn. idk this makes sense in my head. i'll write later