read through some old entries for fun. hm so turns out i'm very fucked up lol.
it's funny cuz looking back if you asked me about this stuff i wouldn't be able
to reminisce about it in too much detail, it all kinda blurs together and i
mainly focus on the present i guess (maybe) but wow yeah i've been fucked up for
a little while now. it's alright though. i feel fine rn i think. actually idk
how i feel. which is better than knowing i feel like shit. yeah small victories