mild-ish morale booster: just checked on hare-dev mailing list and searching
from:me yields 52 pages of results, and in total there's 195 pages of results,
so like, that's *a lot* of patches i've sent, i didn't realize how much i've
contributed and sure a lot of the patches have been pretty minor and nothing to
write home about, and also quality > quantity, but still it feels, nice. even
though i haven't done much lately. i've made my mark ig. i feel like i shouldn't
care so much about this and i don't **care** about it but i feel really good
about it and holy fuck my mood is unstable lmfao i was just feeling sad and now
i'm feeling super good