oftentimes when im not feeling super sad i forget to write here. so yeah. things
have been alright. couple things to note

1. i had a doctor's appointment. seems likely that i don't have bipolar ii.
which tbh is good
2. my parents and i are trying to get me on a consistent sleep schedule.
specifically, waking up at the same time everyday. that time is 9:30, which is
stupidly early and it sucks and i hate it but also this is kinda what has to be
done. since without good sleep i can't really make any conclusions about whether
my meds are working or whether i need to switch or up the dose and whatever, so
yeah. that's why we're doing this. and it fucking sucks but also i get it
3. kinda wish i had a close friend who was also a programmer who did similar
stuff to me so we could cooperate on projects and stuff. like a coding buddy. i
dont have that and that would be cool to have
4. last monday i went to my old high school's band concert. it was really fun!
apparently all the percussionists missed me lol so i went and said hi to them
and also a close friend of mine is in the band so yeah. afterwards us and some
other friends went to get ice cream and like it was a really good time. stuff
like that doesn't really happen often so it's nice when it does (especially
because a lot of the time when im in groups i feel like i don't enjoy it as much
as when it's just two (or maybe three) people but this time i really enjoyed it
for whatever reason. so yeah not much to say there i guess
5. did i mention the cat dildo? i think i mentioned the cat dildo already. still
psyched about that lmfao
6. been very motivated to work on my nestris clone. been slightly motivated to
work on misc projects, like qbe2c which i did a little bit on (not that much but
a little bit). sadly dont have motivation to do stuff for hare, which sucks cuz
i have patches that i need to revise and send, but like, the motivation just
isn't there, which fucking sucks. hopefully that comes soon. as in, like, next
couple of days, before the next patch review day.
7. oh shit christmas is coming up i forgor about that, that's cool.