i have no idea what my mood is. im simultaneously feeling good and also meh. but
tbh all things considered things have been alright. a few things:

1. ig its stupid that i get dopamine rushes and shit from people interacting
with my stuff on fedi, but i do, and its nice when that happens. its also a bit
selfish because tbh i don't interact with others as much as i maybe should, but
eh
2. i lost my wallet the other day, then found it, which was fun. again, nice
dopamine rush, i should lose my wallet more often
3. ive been working a LOT on the NEStris clone. idk why but its been just one of
those projects that i cant stop working on
4. sleep schedule still fucked
5. eating is also fucked. to be clear i don't think i have an eating disorder,
but i am eating a lot less now than i used to or than i should. mainly out of
laziness. like, i'm doing stuff, i'd rather not go and get food to eat. also
because no specific food (available on campus) sounds particularly apetizing.
and what i do eat is very unhealthy. mainly chips and stuff. because when you
get a meal you can get sides and normally i just get those as sides and store
them for later. so it means when i dont want to get up and get food, or if it's
late and i realize i forgot to get food (or intentionally didn't)... that's
what's available, and it's what i eat. which is bad. it kinda sucks cuz as a
vegetarian there's really not that much variety, so i end up eating a lot of the
same stuff.