i talked to a friend today. and basically said yeah things are not good and all
that. it sucks because i think that when talking to anyone i naturally suppress
things and just talk surface-level stuff, i don't go into detail even when i
WANT to and i know that they would be okay listening to it. and i just don't.
and it sucks because now i'm not telling anyone about what i'm going through.
not that it makes much of a difference though... what the hell is anyone else
supposed to do. they can listen, sure, and like sometimes that's helpful, but
here? god i don't fucking know