i am currently very tired but yet not sad. like i still dont have much
motivation but usually that means im depressed and rn im just kinda feeling
nothing, but in a good way. which is funny cuz earlier today i was feeling super
shitty, and i sort of forced myself to get under control? anyways i think the
next few weeks are going to be very busy for me and very difficult so uhhh i'm
looking forward to that lol. some philosophy thing due i think this wednesday?
or thursday. a group philosophy thing due next tuesday. the CS thing due idk
when but very early december so like that's definitely very important. calc HW
due tomorrow, i assume there will be an online quiz this wednesday, and there's
a midterm in calc this thursday. this is of course with me being completely
clueless in calc, 50% because of shit prof and 50% because of me, failing to pay
attention and study and put more effort into it. so yeah cool i guess. luckily
didn't miss anything important with not checking my email over break lol.