hm i should clean up my website. i just thought of this. i probably wont, at least not now, but i should. might just get rid of the blog entirely. i haven't written in the blog for a VERY long time now, and tbh i've realized that blogging just isn't something that i can... do. writing sparadically, oh yeah i can do that all day long, but blogging, not really. maybe i can just blog sparadically? even then i still wouldn't do it, being realistic with myself. i've always wanted to keep a blog and i always thought it was cool, but i should be realistic with myself here. since it's kind of the first thing that appears on my website and i don't ever update it, i should reconsider. I'll do it laterâ„¢