ive been rapidly alternating between getting a lot of stuff done in a short
amount of time and having no motivation to do anything but lie in bed for hours
on end. currently doing the latter. the "stuff" is sometimes acedemic, sometimes
just hobby stuff, but i wish i was more consistent, because i dont enjoy not
having motivation and doing nothing. it doesnt feel good to do nothing, no
matter how productive i am when im actually doing stuff.