should i send something to my close friends about how im feelign rn and what im
going through? i feel like i definitely should. im going to do that. prpobably
just gonna rephrase and shorten the first entry here i did and stuff. or i'll
just send it verbatim tbh, thats less effort and it gets the job done, and
really just doing it is the important thing here. its an uphill battle but i'll
need all the help and supports i can get