i spent basically all of today in bed yet i still feel tired. i just didnt have
motivation to do anything and felt like fuck it i dont really have anything
going on today, one of my classes got cancelled cuz the teacher has covid
(meaning we don't have to do our mandatory final project lol) and the other is
just a shitty glorified lecture that i've missed literally nothing from skipping
and honestly sucks and i'm gonna fail the class anyway so whatever i just did
nothing today. it's weird because i feel like i want to do *something*, like i
crave dopamine, but i have no motivation to do anything and im still just tired,
which is meh. im doing a bit of work on harec since at least i have stuff where
it's like ok here's a specific task i can work on, and i'm making progress, just
not nearly as efficiently as i'd like, but maybe i shouldn't worry about that
too much if it's making me feel shitty, like doing something is better than
doing nothing. either way im honestly just really excited for break next week, i
get to go home ad im excited for that. excited to see my cat again, i really
miss him lmao, and just excited to be nearby to other friends and all that.
unrelated but i just thought of this, i still need to either get my crt fixed or
get a new one because i miss tetris, like i really wanna play it and after
playing it on a real NES it's just not the same on emulator, especially since i
would have to use either keyboard or an xbox 360 controller, neither of which
are ideal. ok thats all for now