i think i mainly write stuff here when im sad or not super happy because
otherwise i just dont feel like writing, or, im preoccupied/hyperfocused.
actually yeah usually boredom and sadness go hand-in-hand so it kinda makes
sense lol. and honestly i think thats okay, at first i wasnt sure cuz im only
writing down negative things but i mean the alternative is writing nothing at
all and i think writing these is good for me? hopefully it is lol