it's kinda funny, before writing the previous entry i thought that maybe i
shouldnt cuz its excessive and i shouldnt write too much, as if i was gonna
weird someone out, as if this is for anyone but myself. which is interesting
honestly. that even for things i do for myself i still feel weird social things,
idk. idk if it signifies anything, like i want others to read this, or if its
just a quirk of mine or of everyone or of some people etc lol idk. either way im
excited about this so im using it a good amount rn but honestly im ok with that,
this is my reality log and its gonna reflect my reality dammit